Follow me now. I’m just describing a feeling here…
“A box without it’s contents,
boxing with my conscience,
Rocky when it come to sparring with my shadow – I’m just…
A champ in it,
dampening the mood a little,
-pardon if I brood a little – mind slips…
I’ve just been subdued a little.
They say get busy living,
if life’s work,
my cubicle’s a bit small for all of my life’s work.
So my first thought is: Make space,
Get busy dyin is the other choice,
I can hear the other voice…
Tryin’a fuck-up the boy…
devil on my left,
the angel on my right,
tryin’a again to fill up another void.
But it’s too massive,
a true chasm,
-You can pull rabbits of out my chest – it’d be true magic
-you would have to use to put back in,
the right components,
the cusp between wanting and not wanting, I’m on it.
When I’m alone with myself,
I go in a mode where I might condone me depriving myself…
Of Life itself!
Might as well – my only attonement,
is going off the deep-end so I can dive into Hell!
Knowing it’s a sin if you subscribe to that belief,
but suicide is a relief – and all I leave behind is a shell…
Of my former self- shell of a man,
have my fam sayin ‘how could he? he was so intelligent, damn!’
but then,
it won’t matter tho…
I’ll just be laying in a ditch now,
empty out the clip -blowe!
Tally-Ho!
Why is my niggsa alway talkin’ that friendly shit?
You friends never be around when depression hit!
It’s too late,
they wonder why you ain’t express the shit,
I can’t explain – it’s nothin as tragic as Emptiness…”
Hope you learned something….
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16's Candles 
Me and Dude got the same keyboard. he got a nice set up. how come up aint let dude play the beat?
empty is one of mt favorite cuts off this tape. real dope